wasnt doing gd this few dae..

anyway, juz hope that my comp can faster recover.. i typing this entry in a internet cafe.. haha..

was quite bothered, and fear... frm that nite till now... the sentence keep appearing in my mind.. till now, my heart have a very heavy feeling.. and i nt doing veri gd either.. yea..

that nite, afta u have told mi abt those stuff in msn, in that moment, i turn pale and numb.. feeling realli veri cold.. wanted to ask u.. are you offended??? maybe i tinking too much.. but i some how tink that u are offended.. wanted to ask u que.. but have the fear to do so.. so i didnt reply when u tell mi... u back to *******..

it was bothering me since that nite till now... will i lost a friend or smt?? sad to say that i'm a veri sensitive person...

sometime, a word will mislead a sentence... a word that mean to u in a way, but mean to others in another way.. i admit to say that, i always type my blog or email without any thinking... sometime, my entry are realli veri childish... this was tolded by my sch mate..

haha.. was dreaming and having nitemare abt sjab this few dae.. sleep also can dream of sjab.. dotzz... anywayz, was looking thru and doing ftp'sjab stuff this few dae... looking at the planning stuff yeening and ys have give mi previously.. and amended smt...

and i wan to congrat ftpss, finally, the 1st officer that pass out frm OTC is Yong Yee Ning.. u all are wondering, i also a crso in ftp'sjab.. haha.. yaya.. i'm a officer in ftp... i saying, Yeening is the cadet frm ftp, the nco frm ftp... and now, she is the officer in ftp.. don understand?? haha... i'm nt a student in ftp.. i graduate in USSS.. afta i get my G6, den i was in ftp.. and yeening was a member who grad frm ftpss... aHhhhhhhhh... wat am i toking abt?? but, i happy to say that, i belong to ftpss... frm that start of my journey as a officer...... ys.. don be blur when reading this sentence... hahaahah...

anywayx, since yeening is also a crso in ftp now, so i shall share my burden with her.. now, i not incharge of everything le... so to all nco, on the passing down post parade, u all will get the new document file... nvm... wont reveal anything here...

anyways, juz to say that, if you are offended, sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry!!!!! hopefully, is i tink too much....