so sad to hear that

haiz.. one of my cadet(Rajes) going to quit ncoc le.. my cadet force themself too much le.. on the 27May.. they break camp frm their sec2 camp.. after her sec2 torture camp.. she is sick le.. 28May.. Ncoc'05 1st course dae.. she force herself to come even though she is veri sick.. she wake up damm early.. not enough sleep.. to make sure her uniform all have nothing wrong.. okok.. she endure thru the whole course.. do drill all this and that..

29May.. she is too sick.. she still come.. she is too scare to report sick.. coz on the 1st dae the officers are veri fierce.. she scare to tell them.. and that morning i not there.. she have medical history but she nv sae.. y force urself.. haiz.. her back bone suddenly pain.. cannot stand straight.. i nv notice abt her coz i have my own platoon to look after.. last parade.. she can't realli stand straight.. but was scolded.. after the course.. she came look for mi.. tell mi she was sick.. and i notice her condition abit weird.. den she tell mi her back bone is pain.. she tell mi she give the officer scold coz of the medical history thing..

okok.. on the 31may.. she sms mi.. her parent want her to quit sjab.. school st'john.. coz she was so sick still go for the course.. den they veri worried for her condition.. den she tell mi her parent veri angry.. keep scolding her.. and want her to quit sjab.. she was veri sad.. haiz

she say she was useless and lousy.. keep kana scold.. keep giving her pc problem.. and she don wanna troblem them coz of her condition.. she scare on the camp she fall sick den need to trouble them to look after her.. haiz.. she say she was too lousy to stay in the course.. haiz.. tml her parent calling the sch le..

2nd thing.. yi jun also have medical problem.. i wonder y all don want to tell the officer.. she was the platoon IC for that day.. she was also sick coz of the sec2 camp.. haiz.. she was kana punished 10 push up coz she counted wrong the attendance.. frm her look can see she is weak on that dae.. but she juz do wat the officer call her to do.. even for the punishment that she cannot do.. haiz

kennilyn ann.. my most potential cadet also fall sick.. she having fever.. i found out when i meeting them at BK after the course.. she say she still can take it.. and the course was veri useful and interesting.. and she wanna learn smt.. she say during the course she cannot feel anything till after the last parade she found out she having fever.. haiz.. another hard working cadet..

they say they don want to be look diff in other pple eyes coz of their medical condition.. haiz.. they love to force themself.. they love this course coz they are learning smt useful.. and they don wanna miss it.. but haiz.. don push upself too hard.. there is a limit.. not feeling well juz say.. there is nothing to scare of..

okok.. now i have left 12 more cadet le.. out of my 13 cadet.. 10 went for the sec2 camp.. u see.. all nv have a good sleep on the nxt dae still have to go for course.. coz they don wanna miss smt.. can u wonder how hardworking my cadet was??

haiz.. i was also at fault for not taking good care of them also.. haiz.. shld check on them every mornin b4 the course.. den tell the other pc their condition.. haiz.. so sad.. y u all force urself till like that.. now all sick le.. haiz..

corp sjab camp on the 2may.. going to make all of them write down their medical history.. coz i tink most of them don dare to write in their application form bahz.. haiz.. k lahz.. i will be more careful nxt time round..